He was Edward once to me like he’s to Bella in the first installment of the movie. And he’s the same Edward too to me like he was to Bella in the second installment, but only the first part sans the Volturi chuvla. Yes he’s cold, but not literally cold like Edward, he’s very “cold” especially nowadays. And he's not dead. That thought alone would send me in the abyss of loneliness and hysteria.
He’s really like Edward, a vampire. Not your typical mythological out of the movies vampire but sort of an emotional vampire. But not exactly one. He don’t actually drain the blood from my neck but he just sort of sucks my happiness. Well he does it subconsciously and not on purpose. And he doesn't know he had this effect on me. The point is, it is entirely all my fault that I'm in this situation. I don't want to elaborate more. Case closed.
Note: I wanted to post it when New Moon was shown but I’m afraid of what might be the repercussions. I’m posting it now because, one - I found my Jacob. I’ll tell you more about it on another post. And second, my Edward will probably laugh about this thing now, or not. I hope it’s the former.
Ta tah. Gotta go to Franz's birthday. Oh it's 17 today, Miss you B. Ü