I love and hate being with you.
It makes my heart and mind race.
It makes my heart jump from happiness whenever you are near.
It makes me hate you cause I worry too much that it will the last time I will be with you.
I love being by your side cause you stimulate my mind, makes me think and aim high.
On the other hand it also makes me worry so much that it will be the last time I will ever speak to you and leave me to endless misery.
Right now, there's many emotion welling inside me when I'm with you.