I Hate Typhoons

I hate when there is a typhoon. It brings back a lot of memories that made me miss him so much it hurts. It hurts, so bad that I don't want to breathe. T__T


But on the other hand, I love the rain it brings. I love strolling in the rain cause it hides my tears. It hides the tears that I cry that I won't let him see. Tears I kept him from seeing so not burden him more. He has a lot of problems and I don't want to be another one. Call me martyr, call me fool but this is how I love.


The rain somehow washes the pain away. Especially when you're soaked and cold. It numb my feelings a little. It eases my pain.